Disaster Control

Sirens screeching in my ears
Drums pounding in my chest
Tension pulling in my back
Pain radiating in my hips
Pins piercing in my legs
Wriggling my right
big toe
is the only control that remains
Force yanking in my neck.
Heart beating in my calves.
Nothing echoing in my brain
Everything echoing in my brain.
Dark overwhelming in my eyes.
Passing out passes time
Silent room
Silent house
Noisy mind
Noisy breathing
Pain in body, stuck
Disassociate. Dysfunction.
Disappointment.
Disappearing.
Disaster.
Doesn’t
Matter.

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